Arima Mary's Microblog

Shibayushi or, came for the death game, stayed for the yuri.

Yas, found the sounds generators!

• Purrly
• I Miss My Cafe
• My Noise
• Ambient Mixer

Oh I lost some data on my main vault damn it damn it damn it! How do I get it back? How do I get it back? When was my last back up? I never got to set up GitLFS so I never got to update my large files to Github. Fuck. Maybe the zip when I tried setting up a vault on mobile? Need to check.

Edit: Ughhh, too late into the day for this. I already new about the data loss but didn't get... stressed because of it until today. Still too much of a pain to look for the backups. This is a problem for future me, once again.

Did some journaling about the archives I've been neglecting. It's nice to have a plan laid out with steps. I'm really excited to work on them!

Hrrrr, should I add links to the blog posts on the sitemap. I mean, why not??? Otherwise, I think they would be hard to find.

Talking about the NSFW site. It's not too much trouble.

A little frustrated with myself with maintaining a Pillowfort premium account. I wanted to try it for three months but forgot to cancel it ahhhh!!!

Bad for my finances but not bad in the grander scheme of things. I really enjoy PF and I check it uhhh... multiple times a day tbh. I guess I just feel like I really have to... make my money worth by adding more icons???

On this same topic of moneys, I bought a paid account for DW for a month. Mostly because I wanted to support it and because it was the equivalent of its anniversary event this month. I'm mostly excited for adding more icons, the active posts list, custom journal styles, custom mood themes, and maybe the icon browser???

Might as well throw this in the list as well. I've been really happy with bearblog's upgraded account. I have three blogs and have some ideas for more. Only downside I can mention is that there isn't or I haven't found a feature to look at past drafts. Ah yes, I think it's in the works.

Anyways last post was to talk about the following.

Very confused noises regarding fannish behaviors of fictional character towards other fictional characters; discussion of sexuality

I seriously think I need to update Keima's character profile. He's such a HUGE of fan of Eiden and Yakumo's dynamic from Nu:Carnival. And femboys in general. Dang.

Keima is such a weird character to describe in terms of sexual preferences because he has such a huge issue with the nebulous concept of wahmahn that the lenses he uses to view the world is so narrow that he ends up viewing everything through this males-only lenses which inevitably includes attraction but he's... he doesn't really experience sexual attraction. He likes fictional femboys because they remind him of his partner and it gives him ideas to get freaky in bed (oh my god that was a sentence I wrote (⁄⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄⁄)—seriously need to write more porn what is wrong with me). So yeah to irl femboys he probably gets icked out because of the whole internalized homophobia thing. He's also just... not attracted to people in like a physical way??? Like he is to... more brawny bodies??? Like, he wouldn't compliment someone's way of dressing/physical quality unless it was like—wait I'm phrasing this inaccurately. It's more like what catches his eye out in the street is more like, coolness. Masculine stuff. Not really related to someone's gender.

What was I talking about again???? Yeah I think his attachment to this particular fictional gay pairing threw me for a loop a bit. He's very much in the aroace spectrum and enjoys anything that reminds him of his partner (mostly femboys). Guess that's why he calls himself Kiyosexual haha. Even if that's not accurate either.

This is a test for creating a dropdown.

click me

surprise!

I have acquired the power of dropdown to hide things that may be uhhh... anyways for any reason.

I just really really wanna ramble my original stuff and it may be a little graphic from time to time. Of course this does not apply to the RSS feed which might display everything in its wonderful glory.

Edit: Oh hey, the dropdown does work. Hooray! (o^▽o)

Next time I want to make a draft of bookmarks from my social I'm gonna linkblog instead! ٩(╬ʘ益ʘ╬)۶

Wow, it's really weird to look at my site and find nothing in particular that I want to change. Even had to check my site plans to see if there was something? I wanted to work on. Nothing much. I really gotta update it.

Off the top of my head, from my microblog's Projects page.

• Set up a Projects page or somewhere to start adding OC stuff.

• Set up Digital Garden for stray posts. Can't remember why 🤔. look at the 2026 Projects page. Ah yes, a Watch log and Game log and other databases type of info. ...Or maybe I should use Letterbxd. Idk, is this really hard to set up? We'll see.

Yeah I think I just want to add all the stuff I had on my Notion workspace for fandom stuff which I obsessively worked on for three weeks last year. I'm not using Notion anymore because of the AI they added and it pisses me off! My children, out to the world! It HAS to happen! Hopefully next month as it's the site's first anniversary. Yipee, more work!!! 🥳

Forgot I wanted to perhaps make a linkblog. Anyways, bookmarking this post from Coyote, How Online Privacy Has Been Championed by Dreamwidth. Should actually add the link to the article on their site but thankfully this microblog is the equivalent of digital scratch paper.

first post!